April 2010
“Because I will not do them the wrong to mistrust any, I will do myself the right...”
– Benedick, Much Ado About Nothing.
Work.
Is a bitch. I actually didn’t mind it until today. After the last couple weeks of just having 3&1/2 hours, I have 10 this week. Plus, I have an ASB interview tomorrow and Wednesday. This whole week is all testing for CST and it’s such a pain. I’m going to fail the World History portion thanks to taking it during the summer. I hate history with a fiery passion. ):<
v LOOK...
Relax.
How come people never just want to hang out anymore? Like movies, bowling, dinner. All I seem to hear nowadays is “Let’s get faded” or “Let’s go drink” or pretty much “Let’s get smashed/twisted/fucked up.” I’m all for partying, but the continuous replays of the same old scene start to get old. I like the simple things. Like just talking,...
Goodbye.
For a whole month :( Brother & Annie & Aunt Kim, I already miss you guys and it’s been only two hours. Stay safe and I love you.
So I don’t think interviewers should be biased. I believe as an interviewer, they should make mature decisions and represent themselves as professional. It’s like social discrimination. I have to fill out my ASB forms right now. Maybe...
Heart or Brain ?
There was a question that was brought to my attention a couple days ago: “So if your heart and your brain were at war, your heart would win right?”
I had to ponder it for a couple days, but I’m still not really sure I have an answer. I think it depends on where the person’s head it at. I don’t know about anybody else, but I sure hear “You can do anything you...
Tenju.
I had so much fun studying and doing homework with Andi tonight! Neufeld assigned the most amusing assignment ever — smile at strangers and write about their reactions! God was generous and sent us some gifts, says Andi. Gotta love this girl.<3
Time to do work and study for two languages ..English & Spanish.
Encore.
” You’re so amazing. Remember the time,
just thinking about you gave me butterflies? “
Honestly, Jason Derulo, no, I do not. It’s been just that long.
Sweet 16.
The party was amazing. Good food, good music (WAY better than music at the school dances), good friends. We took so many pictures in the like photobooth section. The batteries died! I really hope they turned out really well. I got to see friends that I haven’t seen all break. It was just such a good way to end a shitty break. The birthday girl looked gorgeous, also! THERE WAS A CHOCOLATE...
Single Life.
Darren: oh god i just noticed
Darren: your let loose again
Darren: and your on the prowl
Darren: AHHHHHHHHHHH
Tolerance FAIL.
123: jared called and reminded me
123: that i was in the bathroom
123: for like 30 minutes
123: hahahaha
123: i think i passed out in the bathroom
winnie: HAAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAH
“It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk, and I need you now;...”
– Lady Antebellum
ABSOLUT-ly Fucked.
You can imagine how my night went. Walking into the room, the awkward tension was like a slap in the face.
Nine o’ clock: No cups, no beer. So I went to the taco truck with a couple of people.
Ten o’ clock: Shots; I was sure I wasn’t going to play another game of pong. Stupid list.
Eleven o’ clock: Curfew. Still there. Every feeling I have is magnified; hello word vomit....
“You never trusted me and I never trusted you
No excuse, your mistake was fully...”
– J.Reyez.
That's Okay With Me.
It’s been a pretty violent rollercoaster of a week. Everything that happened with “boy” was just another lesson learned. I never thought I’d have to try so hard to get something that I didn’t want in the beginning back. Sure, it affected me, but it won’t any longer. It just makes me wonder how far caring for someone gets you sometimes; in this case, nowhere....